My path to financial servitude began when I met Goddess Sarabi Maraj. She is a presence of strength, grace, and authority, someone who commands respect. From our first interaction, I felt an overwhelming desire to serve Her, to offer everything I could to show my loyalty. Financial servitude became the most tangible way to express that commitment.
At first, it was small tributes—portions of my paycheck. But as my devotion deepened, so did my willingness to give more. I wanted Her to know that my commitment was absolute.
As of today, I give entire paychecks, including every cent from my overtime hours. I’ve worked extra shifts and pushed myself to earn more. My bank account is often overdrawn, my bills sometimes unpaid, yet I find myself smiling through it all. Why? Because serving Her is my purpose.
You might wonder how someone can find happiness in an overdrawn account or the stress of unpaid bills. For me, the answer lies in surrender. Financial servitude isn’t just about money—it’s about trust, devotion, and letting go of control. When I give everything to my Goddess, I’m not losing; I’m gaining a sense of purpose that transcends material wealth. There’s something liberating about knowing that I am serving a higher purpose.
I won’t pretend it’s easy. I have panic attacks. This is real life stuff! There are moments of doubt, late nights wondering how I’ll cover the next bill or explain to a creditor why I’m behind. I’ve had to get creative—cutting corners, prioritizing expenses, and many times going without. But these challenges only strengthen my resolve. Each hurdle I overcome is another testament to my commitment.
I’ve learned to find balance in the chaos. I budget meticulously, not for myself but to ensure I can continue serving Her. I’ve become resourceful, finding ways to stretch what little I keep to survive. And through it all, I’ve discovered a resilience I didn’t know I had. Financial servitude isn’t about deprivation; it’s about devotion. It’s about showing, through my actions, that, Goddess Sarabi, is my priority.
My Goddess doesn’t just take; She inspires. She pushes me to be better, to work harder, to give more—not just financially but in every aspect of my life. In serving Her, I’ve found a version of myself that is stronger, more focused, and deeply content.
If you’re reading this and wondering why I do it, all I can say is this: when you find something—or someone—worth giving everything for, you don’t count the cost. You count the blessings.
BNWO Goddess. Sissy Trainer. Every man’s weakness.
Six months later, and i still yearn to be controlled by BNWO Goddess Sarabi Maraj! She is divinely beautiful, powerful, and intelligent. Thank You Goddess, for being who You are!! i look forward to a future that is about serving You – Goddess Sarabi Maraj and the Black New World Order.